Today is such a beautiful day! Finally 90 degrees and everyone is outside , tanning and swimming. That sounds great but not really because i refuse to put on a bathing suit. I dislike the way I look. College really got to me . And now I have to deal with it. People say that you gain weight your freshman year and they were right. Food is my enemy and best friend t the same time. I love him when he satisfies me but hate him when my jeans are to tight.

In College eating is not usually for substance it is more for social. Every meal that I ate in college was an event. We all gathered together and met people to go eat together. It was a time to cool off and blow some steam off after a long day of classes , but going to eat became something we did more often for social purpose which lead to MORE eating. Its crazy how socialization lead to me gaining weight.