sunrise and birds

i must be a really f*$%$d up person, because i get extremely annoyed every time i hear the birds chirping in the morning as the sun is rising. it could be the fact that i want to be asleep, and the cheeriness wants to make me die, or the fact that they make the same repetitive noises over and over again. this isn't the only time i thought about the birds this week. as i was walking around fire island sunday morning i came to this realization, and now it is happening all over again. i like birds, i just wsh they weren't so cheery when i am trying to sleep!