I have such separation anxiety. It's not even funny. My best friend went on her honeymoon last week and will be gone for three weeks. For some reason, not talking to her directly is making me crazy. I never realize how much I will miss a person until they're not sitting in front of me anymore.
I think I know where this anxiety stems from, but it's not easy to get rid of. I'm trying my hardest to keep it at bay because I will end up looking like a crazy person if I don't, but it's pretty much impossible. I think what I need most is to get rid of my selfishness and just deal with the fact that I can't always get what I want right when I want it.
That doesn't seem entirely fair that I'm so hard on myself, but it comes from years of self abuse, so I guess it's kind of par for the course. How am I going to do when I move? It seems scary and daunting, but maybe everyone will come visit me. Right?
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