web of desires

lately i have been feeling very restless, in terms of where i am in my life versus where i feel like i should be and what i want to do with the rest of my life. i am very undecided as what i want to be when i grow up, and on one hand i feel like that is a good thing, because it leaves me open to infinite possibilities, and on the other hand i feel lost. currently i am at a job that i am good at and have multiple opportunities for advancement, but it's not my passion. here's the problem, i don't know what my passions are. that's why i feel like i've put more emphasis on having fun and letting loose this summer. i feel like i am search for what i want by putting myself through new experiences and letting go. i know that i don't want to be in retail for the rest of my life. that's not entirely true, in the sense that i could see myself being a stylist, or something centered around art, entertainment, design, and creation. the thing i think i love about retail and why i've stuck with it for so long is the presentation piece. i am all about a finished product with emphasis on detail and design. i guess only time will tell where that leads me.