a walking contradiction

i really hate to admit this, but i have so many contradictory statements running through my head at any given moment. i just told you how i want to get on the right track and get to a place where i can save money and move out on my own, and on the other hand all i want to do is quit my job. i really have been unhappy there for a while, and it's not the job, because i enjoy it (most of the time). i don't feel like i belong there. it just takes me back to what i really want to do with my life, and then i get pissed because i have no idea.