Watching home videos now are really hard for me. I miss how things use to be when I was a kid. I use to follow my brothers around with a banana as a gun, as they played cops and robbers. Who would have thought that that little girl would grow up into who I am now.
I love looking at the way me and my siblings acted and trying to see if our personalities were developed then, or they changed as we got older. My sister had attachment issues with my mother and she still does. My oldest brother was easily angered, but he has definitely calmed down. While my other brother hasn't changed at all. Always trying to make everyone laugh and definitely a smart human being.
I think that I have definitely changed. I use to be quiet and gentle. Now I am a loud obnoxious woman that will speak her mind in any situation.
The best part about home videos is looking at my parent's relationship. The way they were back then , makes me understand why they are the way they are now. It is sad to see that but I was fortunate enough to grow up with two parents that were still married. Unfortunately I think we were the only reasons they stayed married, but whatever works, i'll take it.
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