Starting Over

This semester has been very difficult for me in a lot of ways. In fact, this whole year has been a challenge on every level. I have had to deal with both personal and academic challenges. The academic ones are easy enough. They are over once finals week is, but the personal obstacles stay with you. In my head, I always think "i'm done with this" but I never am. I want to walk away so badly, but I can't. Something is keeping me stuck in this situation that is just never any good for me, and I don't see an end to that in sight. Truth be told, I don't know if I want to see an end. I just wish things could be like how I wish they were. I wish that even if we only get one great wish granted in life, this one could be chosen. That is ridiculous, I know that, but it would be wonderful. I have been through it all this year, I feel like, but I try not to let anyone see it. I don't advertise what is going on in my life as I am a private person. This whole post must seem rather confusing, but it is okay, because I am confused too.