Life

Today i stopped to think about life and how much time has passed really fast. College has really changed me into being a life thinker more so than an educated individual. I feel sad that it really does come to an end so quickly. There was so much I wanted to do for others and stick with certain friends. However it's not the case of the glorified moment any longer. I feel as though time will be a lot more lonesome than I truly realize. When will I see these friends again? I haven't a clue but I truly wish everyone the best. I want to live a comfortable life where I can be happy with all that I have but will I ever really make it? So many questions roam around my head and at times I wish I could be comforted but I am glad i'm not. I feel stronger alone and colder hear-ted so that I will be prepared for the unknown future. I am as of now truly blessed to be alive. I'm just greedy and predictable because I long for so much more. I've been searching for the golden times to truly be a perpetual motion in my life.