So yea..

I've been thinking a lot these days about my ex-girlfriend. I've dated her for about most of college and we were always on that rocky road being up and down on the relationship however I never came across a girl that ever meant as much and connected with me and loved me as much as I did for them. Wow that sounded confusing. We obviously ended but I like to think back on the fun times once and a while. I know she's doing well and I think she's dating someone new now. I'm really not upset I'm actually really happy for her. I hate when relationships get sticky at the end and one person ends up totally cutting ties and stuff but this was different. I actually loved her so much to the point I knew that in time I would have to let her go because I didn't want to be in the way of her dreams. Those of you thinking that i'm retarded or something can gtfo. No haters please. But honestly, I think I made the right choice of letting go rather than conflicting pain onto one another. Overall she was the closest thing to perfect for me but what I really need is that little extra. =)!