Just A Freewrite

I like writing through my sream of consciousness,=. Much easier to doit on pper but today was actually a decent day. it took until 7 o clock to turn alright when i took this miracle pill the doc gives me but whatever works they say. Im maxed out on th amount of benzos you can be prescribed in a day and i have this sleeping pill they give me that technically puts me over the limit but what do doctors think? do they really care or just want to get paid. a three hundred dollar a month med that half the time doesnt work. porbably why im typing this freewrite. Im calm and mellow, not jittery and high strung like i was all day and its a nice escape. Maybe not the best reason to write a blog but werent we supposed to stop putting thought into this crap anyways? oh well ill try again some other time